some messages i sent him soon before it was over.

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miss u. hope you got home okay.

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you opened up to me just a little bit last night and now you’re just gonna run away? fine but I deserve to have a few questions answered about what the hell is going on? What are you so afraid of?

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I don’t even know what I did wrong
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okay okay babe have fun 

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you used to be so different with me lol you used to invite me over just to sleep and send me reassuring goodnight messages and pick me up early as hell just to spend time with me and beg me to stay with you longer and you used to tell me that a day without me felt like a year but now you can go weeks without me and seem to be completely fine 

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yeah well I’m tired about not being important to you so guess things suck for the both of us

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well why won’t you try

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it’s like one moment I’m worried that you want nothing to do with me and then the next moment you’re apologizing and telling me you wanna see me lol

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i feel like someone you’re just sort of talking to at the moment without progression 

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I’ve literally wanted nothing more than to just be with you and it’s like you don’t even care lol it sucks because I know you’re leaving soon so I just want to spend time with you

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i feel like I should just take a page out of the book “he’s just not that into you” and pull the whole “if a guy wants to be with a girl he will make it happen no matter what” thing because you seem to just be trying to avoid it altogether  and that’s lame so 

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i need my sweater back. not today but soon

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he’s pretty great. he’s gonna be grilling out today and probably getting drunk 

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also, please be careful driving bc I care about you loser

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did you happen to find my sweater that I left there from like weeks ago

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don’t bother coming. i have like half a wall left.

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 you cant just go and say “yeah hey natalia i pinky promise that I’m drunk driving tonight oh man I just took 2 shots haha” and not respond 

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are you able to come see me rn 

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so you’re just done with me now?

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what am I to you .

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