fucking or making love: sex is lame and nothing like tumblr says it is!!!

one of the most talked about thing among high schoolers is sex.

lame.

sex is treated as either something that is to be held deeply to one, “do it with someone you love” blah blah blah and then there’s the “i gotta do it before the end of my high school career. oh I just banged 5 chicks ha ha” type thing.
there is very little between them.
but the reality of sex isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. more likely than not, the first time will not be with the person you’re destined to love your entire life.
mine was literally like “well idk what the point of waiting for the love of my life is. do you got a condom?” and that was that.
turnover was playing in the background and while the dude was on top of me all I could think about was “damn WHAT is the name of this song?” and then it was over. not too short, not too long. the next couple times weren’t all that great either for me but I still wanted them.
sex is weird in this day and age. it isn’t important and it isn’t emotional.
every time this dude and I had sex he would either call it fucking or making love which is weird because he never loved me. maybe he thought I was that type of girl to view sex as some great emotional bond between lovers.
I don’t know.
forget what you hear about sex till you’ve had it because it’s nothing like the movies and it’s nothing like the stories.
at least, so far.

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