I have discovered when i am most content
it’s by myself in my car, listening to soft music while smoking a cigarette. when the world is blue or grey and the cool air is hitting my face.
I’ve done it twice now and i just always feel like I’m in the right place. if i could just stay there forever I think I would be the happiest person alive, honestly. I didn’t feel stress or responsibilities or any hardships, really. just bliss and freedom and, just content. I’m going to start doing it more often, usually I’m going somewhere to do something but maybe every so often I’ll just go to the lake and sit in my car and feel okay for a bit.